Follow your happy!

A bereaved mothers journey

My first TikTok
Taking a walk instead of wearing a mask in the gym!
I have anger & still stuck in the trauma when I lost my son in 1989. The anger is from PTSD and friends & family have been triggering my anger. I feel like a monster & I need to stay away from them. I have always needed support & compassion. No one listens.
I need joy & peace! Living in my car alone has me totally dependent on God. I want my personality remade the way God wants me. I want to be delivered & healed from all this anger accumulated for almost 32 years.

I moved back home from GA in 2015. I was living with my mom. After losing my daughter on 3-20-17 she wanted me out. She wanted me to get my place. My mind has been so scattered now that I realize I’ve buried two children. I work part-time and sometimes I just feel so defeated & worthless. The other day my daughter Paige (still living in GA) told me no one can help me but myself. My car is all I own. I saw videos on TikTok of people living in their cars. I knew then I could do this. Me & God! I don’t know where He will take me but I know He will remake me! I know He has a good future for me. I hope right now while on this journey I can help others.

2 thoughts on “Living In My Car

  1. I hope this short video brings you comfort. You have the hope of seeing your children again and starting right where you left off! Feel free to contact me if you want to talk more. sdbsbroyhill@netzero.net

    https://www.jw.org/finder?wtlocale=E&docid=502017858&srcid=share

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    1. LivinNJesus says:

      Thank you. I have the Tik Tok link to my videos if you want to follow. I will be trying to keep adding them here.

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